Thursday, 14 May 2009

Beasts


My room is full of animals. They keep me awake at night with their pecking and nibbling. I would get rid of them but the thought of my own company frightens me. I don't feed them, they seem to live off each other, a mini ecosystem lit by a 60 watt bulb. I draw pictures of them and am working on a guide book. It keeps me busy and my hands nimble. Feathers and fur make breathing hard and exercise difficult. It gives me more time to focus on my illustrations.

Thursday, 7 May 2009

Talk and talking


Superstition and romance lie in tatters at your feet. You have arrived with a plum and left with subtlety. I kissed your cheek and felt your lips at the corner of my mouth; I would watch you at your balcony if the landlord had repaired it. I am not built for such directness and clarity as trickled from your head. Other thoughts creep in. History drags itself about memory. A girl serves you coffee with shaking hands. An old flame puts itself out once and for all. The thin plume of smoke stretches outwards and upwards with deliberate purpose. You wish it well as your hand, laced through mine, loses strength and intent. We wait for our next meeting with weighted brows and sated breath. I sleep under a patterned blanket and a passport photograph. A thumbprint blushes your cheek. One day I will read in your living room.

Tuesday, 5 May 2009

Nothing Becomes The Point


Friends become stones in your pockets. A crow has pecked buttons off your calculator. Your house is a place of no comfort, water fills the floors. A tune rattles about your fingers, lingering for a while in your skull. With a pencil you write words on a lined paper pad. The television guide makes more sense. Deliberately you circle an incompetent haiku. Acquaintances send you details of technical innovations.